blog for myself

Never wanted everyone to read my blog. I write for myself. I put other blog links here just for convenience so I just open my own blog and click through sth I might be interested in.
Sometimes I read friends' blog for a whole afternoon, never knew why and how they can put so much into words. Maybe it's the way I think, that is different from others.
And, I'm perfectly capable of being alone. I enjoy solitary. Guessed I'm too independent, too cold maybe?
Next week will be all about X'mas, too busy to prepare for exams. I hate the thought that I have to be the best. I shall be satisfied by just passing all.
Damn, it's a difficult task. Just hang on!