只能用drcom

下午山长水远背着电脑飞车去实验楼，去到没老师在，那时就有不良预感。
一个女的officer还比较善良，打电话去找老师。等了大概十分钟，出现了，就是经常看到那个有点bold的人。
他说话好快，要说两遍我才听懂。
然后他听了我的问题，disabled了我的无线网卡，卸掉我用来看hulu的vpn，还没完全解决问题。如果注销后再登录出现寻找服务器...，还要手动disable多播模式，哦啊！
还说linux下就是不能上网，我暗示可以直接插端口上网，no response.
唉
回家上网又要enable无线网卡，好鬼烦，那老师说“有什么？”，起码n次...and, 他还disabled&re-enabled一个不知名的东西
背着电脑飞车回来，脑袋里只有四个字“穷困潦倒”

OMG, nothing works!

倒霉倒霉倒霉！
drcom在vista下都用不了。
重装，不行，找宿舍网管，不行，换网线，不行。
每次都是运行drcom后，check完帐号，然后“注销成功”。真是破玩意儿.....
今早早读本想踩车，千辛万苦把它从车堆中挪出来，走没多远就发现前轮不断地吱吱叫，无奈，放弃。打算中午吃完饭趁街上人比较少拿去修。
最近做啥事都不顺利。中酒似乎又hold住了，那个破综合素质评比reminds me of 各种各样黑暗的东西....还要去帮别人找我以前的英语老师...
还好像增肥了，前天晚上开会被人说“好残”......
好无奈，每天都不够睡

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extremely busy lately.
always feeling time isn't enough though i'm efficient i think.
proposals, outings, homeworks, fruits, diet, running, movie, pet shop boys, sleep, laundry, washing machine, storms, broken umbrella, stupid tester, summary, communication
i'm not crazy, i'm far from crazy. it's just that is this the life i want? is it right to simplifying everything? i just kept working and kept pausing to wonder and went on without concluding anything. i'm compelled to do everything, almost everything. choices are made before i even had the time to think about. i wish i could choose not to choose and just get along with everything coming. but is it possible? i believe in chaos theory. every decision leads to different outcomes. the effect is accumulative i guess, but where is the very limit when things or I will be completely changed in nature? i could never figure it out, maybe it requires some statistical analysis. but since the effect is accumulative, i'm constantly worried whether i've made a wrong decision, such as wearing favourite shoes while raining. cuz if dirt splashed on them, i'll have to clean them so the time i might supposed to be doing another thing will be spent on cleaning shoes, then, who knows what happens? i'm afriad, i'm scared, i'm frightened, i'm horrified, i'm panicked, i've always felt there are disasters in my life, many to come. how am i gonna cope with them? one can never learn to cope with extreme conditions while living in peace. what can i do? only to expect?
later